From the Summit of the Moral High Ground

A little like the sorcerer's apprentice, I trundled slightly blindly into this whole magic thing and possibly pushed a little too far ahead in my intentions. The challenge now, as it has always been is to maintain the certainty of the reality that I consciously sought to create, the progress has been at differing times slow or rapid. The progress has been entwined with spells cast sub-consciously as far back as 12 years ago. It appears that I may always have been a magician but that my perception had been veiled to the truth of this for much of that time. For the resolution of those spells is near, at that time I will be able to judge the efficacy of my ability. The reality appears to be one of two things; either I have some form of pre-cognitive ability which allows me to "know" what is going to happen in order to prepare for the arrival of those events; or I am the source of those events. But whichever is actually the case, the result is the same and the only limits to ...

The results of my first experiment have exceeded my expectations; essentially, I simply asked to experience being selfish. I wrote down three aspects of being selfish and asked to experience each of them. The results did not take too long to manifest themselves in my existence... (at step 8 along the path as at that point I decided that this was not for me and thus it did not cross over from the real world of conception to to the unreal reality of the material world). What is most surprising is that the idea was not borne of some desire for scientific examination but with an intent of its own (as a lesson for an other) and yet all a natural consequence within a greater manifestation of my previously stated purpose; i.e. to be a magician, the whole matter can be considered to be borne of that desire - that desire not being as clearly and cleanly delineated when the intention was cast. So the next logical step would be to repeat the experiment and see if the results can be repea...